31

Not sure why but this birthday has me down a little.  Maybe it is my home not being put together, maybe it is that I had to come to work and George has school stuff to do, maybe it is that I'm not feeling great about myself, maybe it's that I'm 31 and still haven't been able to have kids.  Whatever the reason, I really need to find a way out of this funk today.  This is not the way I wanted to start my 32nd year.